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【唯色按：艺术家Ian Boyden把我的这首诗译成了英文。他还是诗人、作家、译者、雕塑家、书法家、书籍装帧设计师、艺术策展人。曾在中国学习中文、中文书法等，并研究碑刻、学习禅宗。现居美国华盛顿州的圣胡安岛。实际上，我写这首诗也与他有关。因为这之前我们谈到了火、火葬、火的生态，等等。他写道：“……火的生态特别贪食的，吃完了以后只有灰，二氧化碳。我要我的身体变成羽毛、鱼鳞、树叶，等等。这就是一个生态愿望，一个佛教生态愿望。”他建议：“我有一个想法，我们各自写一首诗，关于‘火的生态特别贪食，吃完了以后只有灰’。写了以后我们可以比较我们的诗，看看我们互相的心的形状。”是的，他也写了一首诗，比较长，分八节，如八瓣莲花。也可以说，我们各写了一首“同题诗”，只是遗憾我无法翻译他的诗。】
故乡的火焰
唯色
三月异样。迟迟不来的大风，
似要遮蔽故乡的一朵火焰。
火焰若明若暗，这是我受限的视角所致。
若在近处，无法靠近，那景象会令人心碎。
更多的房舍毁于无形之手。
更多的祈祷消失在尖厉的外地口音之中。
更多的掳掠和交易从未停止。
流离失所。尘世间的故事过于悲情。
站在二十一层高楼窗前，
犹如置身于二十一世纪的危险时刻，
无须远方，近在咫尺竟已蒙昧不清，
毒气翻涌，难怪这个国度的众生纷纷变坏。
我低头记录着忽起忽灭的火焰。
一朵，一朵，一百五十二朵还不止！
但万籁俱寂，“蘸上墨水禁不住哭泣！”[1]
却又似乎望见：灰烬中，重生的灵魂美丽无比。
2017-3-25，北京
[1]“蘸上墨水禁不住哭泣！”为俄罗斯诗人帕斯捷尔纳克诗句。
Flames of the Homeland
March is
peculiar.
The sweeping
winds are long in coming,
and
dust-filled air obscures a flame
in my
homeland.
From
where I sit, my view is limited,
the
flame bright then dark.
But even if I were nearby
But even if I were nearby
I
couldn’t approach it.
To
behold such a sight
would break
my heart.
Even
more houses destroyed
by an invisible
hand.
Even
more prayers disappeared
in the
din of harsh and alien accents.
Even
more pillaging and unstoppable negotiations.
Drifting, destitute and homeless.
This
world of dust, a story
full
of grief.
From
where I sit
at the
window
on the
twenty-first floor of a highrise,
it is
as though I’ve placed myself
in a perilous
frame
of the
twenty-first century.
No
need to distance myself.
The
flames are almost within reach
but obscure.
Outside
the window, the poison air
seethes
and boils.
No wonder
all the living creatures
of
this country rot
one
after another.
I bow
my head to record
my
homeland’s flames
that
spark suddenly and extinguish suddenly.
One by one by one, one hundred fifty-
One by one by one, one hundred fifty-
two flames
and counting, unstoppable.[1]
But there’s not a sound to be heard.
But there’s not a sound to be heard.
I
think of the poet Pasternak,[2]
who
wrote “dipping my pen into ink,
I can
not help
but
cry.”
And I
also see this:
in the
ashes,
a reborn
soul
beautiful
beyond compare.
Tsering Woeser
March 25, 2017, Beijing
(translated by Ian
Boyden)
[1]The
flames in this poem are the flames of Tibetan self-immolators. Since 2008, a
wave of self-immolation has swept across Tibet, to date 152 individuals have
burned themselves alive, many of them Buddhist monks. The majority of these
self-immolations have been expressions of political protest against China’s occupation
of Tibet, as well as its oppression and systematic destruction of
Tibetan culture. Woeser discusses this topic in her extraordinary book Tibet on Fire (Verso Books, 2016).
[2]
This line is from Boris Pasternak’s poem “February” written in 1912. There are
many translations of this poem into English, however, they are all quite
different from how the poem was rendered in Chinese. So, to this end, I have
translated the Chinese translation of this poem, as it carries a tone not
present in English translations made directly from the original Russian.
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